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Okay…I’ve already calmed meself down for this, but still a big WHY?! PENIEL, WHY?!

Why does it have to be when I chose not to link you my blogsite for I don’t want to irk you or something. Then I was just waiting for you to tweet that you’re all washed up (hoping for washing up) before I sleep AND THEN you gonna be tweeting like that?! Why?

No more luck on this noona’s side I guess. Oh, dear Peniel, I don’t hate you ~ Noona’s just babo.

It’s nice to know you’re checking out fansites dedicated to you boys. Mine’s more like a personal space of appreciation. 

LOVE YOU. Imma wash up now and forget my babo-ness.


 
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Krispy Kreme~ Feeding fangirl's hearts&stomach since 1937! ~kat
I was out with my girlfriends yesterday aftie till around 9ish PM and it was purely about K-Pop.

Originally, it was only supposed to be me and Arian, we had some BtoB biz to take care of, but it turned into a party of four since Kat and Des were a few minutes away and we miss them. Wow, the day was all about food and hot talks about our K-Pop boys ~what is life?

We had a late lunch at Dulcinea, enjoyed buy 1 take 1 pasta and Ilhoon-aegi was mainly our topic, if my memory serves me right. Ilhoon, that baby. We moved then to Krispy Kreme for wi-fi access and of course some donuts and drinks. Shared some K-Pop vids, Kat introducing B1A4 (another talented group to which I refuse to hear/know first because I got so much fandom right now), Arian doing the same- Teen Top introduction (and I refuse!), and an important meeting relating to Super Junior (imma share this soon?). Then moved to Kenny Rogers for dinner.

See the pic above? We're joining Krispy Kreme's Hat Hat Hooray! ~Fangirls represent! Linking the site as soon as we figure out why the KK website not accepting our entry. LOL

So...it was really nice to catch up in the flesh. Although we always talk via twitter, it's still more fun to be spazzing like this. They are my ELF friends since...3 years ago? We shared the same sentiments, dramas, fun, thoughts, feels, etc. about SuJu and now, we're the same with BtoB. There's this certain excitement and glow when we talk about them, something I haven't felt for a while. I told Arian earlier that what BtoB makes me feel now was the same when Arian announced that SJ will be having a concert in the Philippines. And that was way back 2010. Just so surreal and real at the same time. 행복.

I'm lucky to have them girls ~ they're the most genuine fans I've ever met. Not just another fan but supporters. Ready to spend and support things that would be good for their fandoms/idols. I've learned things from them which makes this K-Pop buzz easier and fun.

I'm looking forward to more BtoB memories with them. We're so ready for BtoB and that's going to be for a very long time...

Right now, I'm at Arian's place, doin' something for Peniel and Minhyuk. :) Arian's such a noona-fan for Minhyuk. If only Minhyuk would know this girl's plans for gifts...hahaha.



*I don't hate B1A4 and Teen Top, just to clear this. I just want to slowly get to know this kids, having a lot of fandom is really hard, specially for our pockets.
 
I just want to share my favorite MTV DIARY episode (as for now). My eyes were on Peniel and Hyunsik. While I try to see who owns the singing voice I'm always confused with. So, I was indeed confused with Hyunsik and Changsub's. :) ENJOY.
 
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Who is your bias?

Automatic answer: My three rappers with a BUT!

That's the start of quite a lot of explaining..you see, I'm a sucker for rappers but also a sucker for manly-looks and underdogs (in a goodway). Not telling who's who in BtoB but all of them falls under what I like.

Let's do it this way, I guess...categorize? 

I will always have my 우리 Rappers: Minhyuk, Ilhoon, and Peniel. These three just got me with Gangsta Luv. 


우리 First Love: Minhyuk. He just got me stuck. His facial expressions changes within a mili-second. Damn, cutie to a hottie. Oh well, he's my first ever bias and love one in BtoB.


우리 Namja: THIS GOES TO HYUNSIK. Man, he's a 92 liner, which makes me not that old but still... He's just go this look, smile, eyes, and a total AURA that makes me (not drool nor fantasize) want to date him. Yes, safe way to put it. Seems like he's a fun-date, gentle-manlish. Don't you worry dear Hyunsik ~Noona's gonna treat you right. *And I always anticipate for his secret-smirk, that kills me to the bones. <Peniel falls here too!>


우리 Kids: Sungjae and Changsub, 당연히. Sungjae's a giant baby, someone I can't just see as a man yet. I just want to take care of him. *may gatas pa sa labi* While Changsub, he confuses me a lot so he falls under this first. <Ilhoon falls here too!>


우리 HD: Eunkwang. (hides from Des). I see him as a man with too many secrets to tell. Not mysterious, just reserved in a way. He reminds me of Hyukjae's personality in more ways than one. Will look forward for more surprises with this not so innocent guy.

I wont' do any ranking/categorizing when it comes to talent ~they are all talented in their own way. 

*This is just my personal list. Don't take it hard. The 'categorization' above may change anytime~ see, it's hard to take biases with them boys permanently, you gotta love 'em all.


 
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I've erased the page for Sporty Dogs. I decided to just blog about them here, not as a random post, but in random times. 

There may not be much or totally nothing about them now but who says one can't blog about the past? Well, I kinda love their old songs. Love the confidence these kids (years ago) have. They are interesting ~ in a way that a hiphop enthusiast like me see.

We all know Heota's career now. Esort's quite quiet ~or pursuing his studies somewhere in the world, while MC강 is pursuing his own career as a singer, well, creating a youtube channel says it. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/user/Kongyoon.

Doing intensive research about them was fun...hands up for my girl who was really good doing it. Another heads up for I'll be blogging mostly about their songs and maybe personal careers? Who knows.

I JUST HAVE TO LET THEM KNOW I'M THEIR NOONA FAN. 

FIRST STOP:

Whoever Kim Heseong is ~ I don't mind.

I wanna know how this song was created, really. I can understand some of the basic korean words but I would love to know all about it. This is a love song, right? :P

The music and beats are light, it'll make one sway, not to only bob their head. Playful and cheerful, the different ranges of their voices just perfectly blended together. Yeah, I want to exaggerate for I just love it.

Try, I know I won't be embarrassed recommending this.  
 
RANDOM # 1

Closely related to BtoB.

I’m just feeling mushy today, ‘cause of lacking sleep prolly. But every word in here is true.

I’m kinda in the lowest moment of my life. And I’m just lucky that Tablo made this song. It says what I want to say in my life and to the people I am thankful for. It just reminds me that there’s always something to look forward to.

For a time (way back early college), it was just me, myself, and music. I didn’t have the friends to share my kind of music genre. Too ‘alien’ for them, Korean/Asian songs, that is. And with some twist of faith, I met Arian, and from her I learned the life of a fangirl, how to be a good fangirl~ and the years that followed we met special fangirls and the world has never been the same again. Arian and I have the same biases sometimes but mostly not. She’s more into POP while I’m into HipHop. Our link to hip-hop I guess would be T.O.P (BigBang) and B2st, I guess. She just recently reminded me that I was the one who introduced B2st’s Bad Girl to her and I was just like: really?

Summing this random post: I’m missing Epik High and listened to Tablo’s “Thank You for Breathing” again and made me think how thankful I am for Arian
 linking me to Born to Beat. Haven’t felt this excitement for a while, to always anticipate for something new from an idol that makes me smile and just be happy. And WITH BtoB is going to be one awesome journey.

Happiness really comes from simple things.

 
I have the words running in my mind for almost two weeks now. The chorus is done and most of the verses. But I'm still not satisfied, so, no way am I posting it soon. And I'm to ask help from my partner-in-crime Zan to sing the chorus part. Imma do a favor for the world by not singing. LOL. 

Only a few artists sparks my 'creativity' (or whatever this is). I can make something out-of-MY-ordinary just for them. I'll get excited for a while, finish it, then will spend a 'lifetime' being shy to post it. Just like what I did for Hyukjae (Super Junior). I made a song for his birthday last year- only took me three days  (lyrics, recording, making a short vid) - but posted it 3 months after. Baboish, I say. Check the video below for some Fan-Fun open-song-letter.

So now, BtoB did this to me again. Not blaming. This happy feeling of making something to thank them takes my stress away. Truly appreciate it. I need to work more on the right words, I want it close to perfect. Heads up though, it's going to be a funny-sweet song. 

*NO, I have no dreams of being a performer, just for the record.
 
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The one highlighted in the box is PENIEL doing a backflip. As in the giant-statue Peniel (But the guy on the far right, Eugene, is bigger!). 

@donleebaby (the one in the middle) posted this on his YouTube channel and tweeted "Sexy Time".

It was a surprise really! There's gonna be a short advertising at the start of the vid, just be patient and yes, you're on the right link.

I think this was DGD's (Don, Guhruk <eugene>, Dong-Geun <peniel>, end of the week/month performance? They were JYP trainees.

Anyway, I enjoyed seeing dear Peniel talk more...act a little and I don't see him as a giant-statue now. And when he did the backflip! OH WOW. I wish to see him doing powerful dance in the near future, because HE can!

I posted the vid on the 우리 RAPP3RS page, so just to be organized, you can still check it on Don's channel. AND! There are a few 'spoiler' notes at the bottom. Not to ruin it for you but I just don't want you to miss Peniel's daebak moments.


***and I might add another page on this site just for don, terry, brian, :) 3rd Degree. SOON.

 
You'll get to read this more often than not on my every blog/article. It's more nice to put the word "stalking" that way, RIGHT?
I may soon write something about stalkers. As in, trying to place levels of stalking~ and see where I am. But honestly, I'm more okay like this. Just reading articles, looking for facts, and not trying to kill my favorite artists like Sasaeng fans do. I don't like those types. 

So, this just a heads up. For you might raise an eyebrow everytime you get to  read INTENSIVE RESEARCH! 
 
So first things, first… I’m a noona fan but just a few years older. I’m no stalker, in a brutal sense. I’m a fan, a supporter, a protector. And yes, I’m serious.

I’m more into Asian / Korean Hiphop. That says all about this blogsite.

I honestly wanted to stop liking “korean idols”, M.I.B. being the last group to follow. But, noooooo~ my dear friend Arian loved me so much and linked me to Minhyuk’s pre-debut songs. And damn, how I loved all of it. She knows what kind of music I listen to and we almost like the same members when it comes to hiphop. Did I influence you to too much hiphop too chingu?

I was able to see the MV of “Insane” when it was first released but I’m not telling here what I thought about it, not bad ~just…

Then it was only Minhyuk and his pre-debut music and songs, I just spent time knowing him~ then the other boys. With a beat, I can tell who’s who and who’s voice it belongs to.

So here, I’m too a Melody now, however cheesy it sounded I still like it.

***But! I more like did an intensive research about Sporty Dogs first. LOL. I like their songs and beats. Thanks to Arian, for she was able to link me to the ‘right’ direction which was an epic fail for me since I’ve been going to that site “always”.

Glad to have friends who love researching!

From here on I was born to beat with these boys.


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