I MISS YOU BTOB and I just don't know how to get back on track with ya'll. I was busy with organizing a convention...i hope soon it'll be about you and the cube artists convention next. I'll update my fanfic bout ya'll..though the title's about my changsub- hyunsik seemed like the main character. LOL


anyway, just passing by.
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I honestly want to be selfish. And it’s really ironic.

See, I want the best for ya’ll. More shows, more gigs, more exposure, stardom to its highest level…but I don’t want more people following you, more fanclubs rising for you, more dramas in this fandom~ aish. Not yet, juseyo.

Maybe because I haven’t seen you in person, I haven’t talked to you yet. Or I haven’t given my best or I want to be noticed. Every fans’ sentiment really. So don’t hate me.

***

You boys are my happy pill and I would want to say goodbye for now, maybe, just for this month? I can’t stay away from you guys too long. But I need a rest ~ too many fandom tasks from other fanclubs (yes, I’m handling quite a few like Epik High PH) and honestly, you guy distract me (don’t take it negatively). Once I hear something about you, I just flip and be stuck on you. I don’t need that now. Responsibilities. I have to take you down from my priority list for now.

Damn.

I’ll try my best to manage my time but yes, I have to make sacrifices but this does not judge me as a bad Melody. I got your back. You know.
..and yeah, ILHOON an effin chicken. made me laugh so much.
 
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hey you
ohhh so i can blog anytime.anywhere.tnx to weebly mobile blog. ;)
 
I watched Jay Chou's movie, SECRET, yesternight and it was really, really nice. A tear-jerk-er, heart-cruncher, but really made me smile in the end. And after that, I just went gaga over Jay Chou...checking all his songs, concert videos and all. Man, he's talented, superb talent specially with his piano skills. He's gifted. 

I just wish someone would be brave enough to produce his world tour concert here in the Philippines.
>>>>>>>English Translation<<<<<<<
So, how does this relate to BToB or Changsub... I don't know. But everytime I listen to smile~~~Changsub automatically pops in my mind. Well, especially his picture by TWENTY7:
sighing over this. I'm just glad I was already upgraded to Level 8 on leechangsub.com.
Anyway, I just want to let out this frustrating feeling about the people who bashes KPop artists. It's an on-going "war" between a local artist band vs. SHINee at first, but they started to say bad things about KPop in general. It really makes me MAD but they do make me laugh with their stupidness. There were lotsa times when I wanted to post things  on Facebook or retaliate against their posts but I always take a deep breathe then press CTRL+A and Delete. It's not good to stoop down  on their level.
“Never argue with stupid people, they will drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience.”― Mark Twain
We can never win with close minded, selfish people. I pity them truly. 

But I won't deny it really makes me angry and hurt. How they nonchalantly call my dear idols as "TALENTLESS"- just bad. And they happened to mention BToB in one of their careless rants. I just want to hunt them and feed them with all the vids and music BToB made. The past ONE YEAR of BToB was all but AMAZING. But then again, we don't have to prove them anything or waste our time with them. My spare time better be spent with my fanfics, missed videos and sleep. Yes, sleep is good but I lacked of it.

Anyway, I was just able to prove to myself that indeed everything I said in here is NOT AN EMPTY PROMISE FOR MY BToB. I was hurt when nonsense shizz were said about them, I was ready to attack. But ofcourse, again, those kids were not worth it. Just a pain in the arse, really. 

I just wished they'd stop. 
I'M SORRY--I CAN'T HELP IT!
 
only have a few pics to play with but it turned out nice..so cute specially when its zoomed! hehehehehe..
anyway its just a break from the serious finishing thing for the CHANGSUB FANFIC, :) 
http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/359092/changsub-s-kiss-minhyuk-btob-hyunsik-peniel-eunkwang-ilhoon-changsub
 
THIS BREAKS MY HEART. HINDI KO ATA AFFORD TO. IIYAKAN KO NALANG MUNA ULIT. THEN BAHALA NA. BAKA MAULANAN NG GRASYA.

GUSTO KO NA KAYO MAKITA NANG MATAPOS NA. BASTA. EWAN. AYOKO NA NGA.

#DESPERATE
 
I WANT TO SEE YOU IN ONE OF YOUR PRESS PLAY EVENT. WHY IS IT HARD FOR ME TO SEE YOU GUYS? HOW CAN I SEE YOU? I DON'T NEED TO BE THAT UPCLOSE, ALL I WANTED IS TO SEE YOU PERFORM LIVE ON STAGE. I WANT. I NEED?

I do wish for ya'll to come here in the Philippines, it'll be much affordable for me and we can shower you with all the stuffs you want. But I'm more than ready (mind and soul first, not financially yet) to fly wherever country (w/o VISA) just to see ya'll. I'd rather dish out money than having you guys here in my country where more of the fans are really trigger happy. BUT! you should understand, Philippine fans are not all that rich, even the likes of me whose got a job already ~ we need atleast a couple of months to get ready. The concert tickets here are just way too expensive, prolly because of the taxes and all.
Why am I even ranting that. hahaha
ANYWAY, I wanted to congratulate the SONG, MV and that first performance. THE CHOREO WAS JUST EXCEPTIONAL. me and my words, really. It was just cute but not over-acting. There was a story. I had my say about the song here: Second Confession. The flower boy concept, well, I commend your stylist for not making ya'll look like wearing curtains or table clothes. I know its the clothing trend now~but yeah, ya'll carry it, 
You boys never fail us. All we want is you having fun in your perfs. And you always do. I remember when you were promoting the Press Play album, the WOW and 사랑밖에 난 몰라 were so much fun to anticipate. I mean, your every perf has something on it. New twists that shows how comfortable you guys on stage. I'm looking forward to your promotions for Second Confession ~ this is such a cutsie-sweet song that had all melodies melted, so I know you guys will have some extra fun in performing it. (lotsa "FUN" word on it. LOL)

This really made me want to see you guys perform live. That Here with Me perf and this song motivated me to save up for you and really see ya'll this year. I know I will. :)

AND YEAH, MY 'DUMBO' thanks for tweeting every morning. :)
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"He's saying its a pic of a swollen 'dumbo' in the morning. Not changsub." trans by @keumbeum0816
 

BTOB (비투비) - 두 번째 고백

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CLICK THE IMAGE FOR THE AUDIO
Can I start from the END? Ahhh, I guess it doesn’t matter.

You guys started teasing with the “doodoroodoorodoo” part and it initially made me sigh. I didn’t jump around like an excited kangaroo but don’t take it bad. The effect of just the teaser was really, really calming. I like it. We noonas liked it.

I posted this yesterday, not for prediction, but more of hoping. Thank you. Thank you for making it true. The vocal line in perfect rhythm and harmony. Ilhoon's rap (verse1) was light, not his usual 'too arrogant' rapping voice. And yes, our dear Peniel's lines in English~ so nice to hear it. AND! HEOTA HEOTA! Welcome back, Heota. 

GIDDY MELODIES ALL OVER THE WORLD. :)

Ofcourse, I just have to~~~MY CHANGSUB. Forgive me, I cannot only spazz about you. Ya'll in the vocal line did a really good job. Complementing each other's voice...no need to do those high notes, it was just perfect. And I love how you (Changsub) and Eunkwang's voice follow each other. Even Hyunsik and Sungjae, dear boys, goodjob. *sobs* ~ I can just imagine you guys doing that “doodoroodoorodoo” part, with your smiles and all. I can spazz all day even with just your humming.

Everything was balanced. I’m no expert when it comes to music/song technicalities but wow, as a listener I love how everything blended. From their voices, rapping, to the beats, music and my head bobbing along with it. Sweet.

Now, I NEED TO KNOW WHO EFFIN' WROTE THIS SONG ~ AND GOOD JOB FOR THE MUSIC. LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE MV ~ :)

*I know I have thousand more to say but not now. After the MV release I'll be more "talkative".
두 번째 고백 (Second Confession) / (English translation:  pop!gasa)
Today is a very important day
It’s the day when I give my second confession to one girl
I am going to find her once again
Will she accept my heart?
I feel good today for some reason

I threw away all my pride for this second confession
Though I have so much to say, I’ll keep it short
I will change and improve so from today and every day on
I want to have a great love like Gyon Woo and Jik Nyu^

For you, I stay cooped up in my room, practicing my confession
I practice singing so I serenade you
Even if you fall, get up again, don’t worry, have courage
I write an awkward letter and buy a big bear doll

The times we used to love, those dream-like times
I can’t forget any of those times

All day, I only think of you, I stayed up all night again girl
My heart feels frustrated on this sleepless night

* How are you? I guess you’re okay
Day by day, I am drenched with your memories so it’s hard
If you will come back some day, there won’t be any tears – my second confession

I want you back baby I swear it’s true
Won’t ever make you jealous, I’ll make them jealous of you
Come back to me, for eternity
And take a listen to my 2nd confession please

You and me, now we’re facing each other from across the street
What to do? It feels like my heart will explode
Someone please send my love through Cupid’s arrow to her, save me
Oh! It’s green light!

Can those times come back?
Will you be able to be with me again?
The restaurant on Garusu Street, breakfast at Nonhyun-dong
I want to taste that alleyway kiss once more

All the hard times are all days I regret the more time passes
I want to turn back all of those days

All day, I only think of you, I stayed up all night again girl
How about you? I want to go back to you

* Repeat

I’m not afraid of other people’s eyes – second confession
A serenade for you – second confession

Throwing away my pride to ask you to come back
I’ll be your shoulder strap and you can be my backpack

I want to go back to those times but why don’t you know my heart?
If you will come back some day, there won’t be any tears

* Repeat

Peniel's tease. That kid the perv. nipslip then crotchgrab. aigoo. :P
 
Maybe I just love you guys so much to the point I feel like I'm being tortured. Don't make sense, right?
It's like missing ya'll when I haven't even met you in person. It pains me so much that I can't watch any of your perf. So near, yet so far. I can make a way but it would be unfair in the other aspect of my life. Too unfair, really.

I don't really like this feeling. Really, 그만...제발.
credits to A YO CHEN / Original version >>>>>>DRU HILL- HERE WITH ME<<<<<<
...and I blame this perf. The vocal line performing an English jazz song. My Changsub. Just too great and sexy in black (though it looked like a jumpsuit at first). I was really anticipating Changsub and Eunkwang's parts. Again, they never disappoint and even had those low-growling voices. Damn. 

The right time will come for me to see ya'll. Not yet this time but hopefully this year. Maybe around July, to commemorate my first year of calling myself a Melody. :) Nah.

I hope I can meet you guys casually, bumped in the streets, telling you "Hi, I'm Andrea, a noona-fan from the Philippines...will always support you. You guys are really talented and great, keep it up. Stay humble. Fighting!...I won't keep you long~annyeong!" BUT IN REALITY I know I'll be like~~~ frozen/starstruck and will only say: "Hi! HWAITING! SARANGHAE!" 

Anyway, going back. I'm tortured. But I still smile, that's the life of a FAN. I'll have to wait patiently and stretch it more.

Pardon Noona's Drama.

TRIPPIN' ~ Vocal Lines parts on the song.

HERE WITH ME

(CHANGSUB HUMMING)

HYUNSIK

Never before in my life through every hello every goodbye 
have i ever fell so far so soon.. girl it's you 

SUNGJAE
A beauty you are in my eyes and every touch feels so right 
it's taking me deeper into you 

CHANGSUB
And i would give my time my soul my love my everything 
and there is not a no one no where nothing that can compete 
cause you mean the world to me 

EUNKWANG
take away my car take away my clothes 
take away my fame take away my dough 
and i'll be OK without it 
if you right here with me 

ALL(DAEBAK HARMONY!)
take away my house take away my jewels 
my material things that can take that too 
i won't shed a tear without it 
if you're right here with me 

HYUNSIK
So many things i never knew about myself 
so many things i never felt in no one else 
you have shown me and it's only with you baby 

CHANGSUB (THE SEXY GROWL)
cause i know true happiness 
in you i've found 
i never felt and i've been around 
if i had the world to give you 
you know that's what i would do 

EUNKWANG (AH-ADLIBS)
And i would give my time my soul my love my everything 
and there is not a no one no where nothing that can compete 
cause you mean the world to me 

ILHOON - RAP PART

GROWLING EUNKWANG~and effin high notes.

HYUNSIK
Listen girl.. 
say i'll be OK if you're right here with me 
i'll give any and everything just to make you see 

EUNKWANG
though I've been to an altar before you 
it's your love that makes me complete , do you believe

ALL AND JUST THE PERFECT HARMONY
take away my car take away my clothes 
take away my fame take away my dough 
and i'll be OK without it 
if you right here with me 

take away my house take away my jewels 
my material things that can take that too 
i won't shed a tear without it 
if you're right here with me 

EUNKWANG
girl your love is all i need...
 
I thought Changsub's done...but he's not. I'm writing this entry and he's still tweeting. Thanks to googletrans for hints and ideas but his selcas were more important for me. 


I haven't opened my @sheotako twitter account for sometime, then it's you welcoming back. Love You boy. Lately, I've been so tired and right now Im going to sleep taking your pictures in my dreams. LOLs and thank you for updating today. i was busy with my birthday boy hyukjae yesterday :)

You have a great day dearest.  Have fun and keep on inspiring. 
THANKS TO @keumbeum0816 for the translation of his tweets. I really appreciate all the Changsub bias people out there!
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1st tweet: I have returned!
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2nd tweet: everyone wake up! You need to go to school! *laser eyes
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3rd tweet: I'm sending a picture so u can open ur eyes / / / 4th tweet: I lied
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5th tweet: I lied about lying. my eyes look tired
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6th tweet: Taiwan melodies! Did u sleep well? U will get to see us soon.

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