Torture. (@OFFICIALBTOB)

Maybe I just love you guys so much to the point I feel like I'm being tortured. Don't make sense, right?
It's like missing ya'll when I haven't even met you in person. It pains me so much that I can't watch any of your perf. So near, yet so far. I can make a way but it would be unfair in the other aspect of my life. Too unfair, really.

I don't really like this feeling. Really, 그만...제발.

credits to A YO CHEN / Original version >>>>>>DRU HILL- HERE WITH ME<<<<<<

...and I blame this perf. The vocal line performing an English jazz song. My Changsub. Just too great and sexy in black (though it looked like a jumpsuit at first). I was really anticipating Changsub and Eunkwang's parts. Again, they never disappoint and even had those low-growling voices. Damn. 

The right time will come for me to see ya'll. Not yet this time but hopefully this year. Maybe around July, to commemorate my first year of calling myself a Melody. :) Nah.

I hope I can meet you guys casually, bumped in the streets, telling you "Hi, I'm Andrea, a noona-fan from the Philippines...will always support you. You guys are really talented and great, keep it up. Stay humble. Fighting!...I won't keep you long~annyeong!" BUT IN REALITY I know I'll be like~~~ frozen/starstruck and will only say: "Hi! HWAITING! SARANGHAE!" 

Anyway, going back. I'm tortured. But I still smile, that's the life of a FAN. I'll have to wait patiently and stretch it more.

Pardon Noona's Drama.

TRIPPIN' ~ Vocal Lines parts on the song.

HERE WITH ME

(CHANGSUB HUMMING)

HYUNSIK
Never before in my life through every hello every goodbye 
have i ever fell so far so soon.. girl it's you 

SUNGJAE
A beauty you are in my eyes and every touch feels so right 
it's taking me deeper into you 

CHANGSUB
And i would give my time my soul my love my everything 
and there is not a no one no where nothing that can compete 
cause you mean the world to me 

EUNKWANG
take away my car take away my clothes 
take away my fame take away my dough 
and i'll be OK without it 
if you right here with me 

ALL(DAEBAK HARMONY!)
take away my house take away my jewels 
my material things that can take that too 
i won't shed a tear without it 
if you're right here with me 

HYUNSIK
So many things i never knew about myself 
so many things i never felt in no one else 
you have shown me and it's only with you baby 

CHANGSUB (THE SEXY GROWL)
cause i know true happiness 
in you i've found 
i never felt and i've been around 
if i had the world to give you 
you know that's what i would do 

EUNKWANG (AH-ADLIBS)
And i would give my time my soul my love my everything 
and there is not a no one no where nothing that can compete 
cause you mean the world to me 

ILHOON - RAP PART

GROWLING EUNKWANG~and effin high notes.

HYUNSIK
Listen girl.. 
say i'll be OK if you're right here with me 
i'll give any and everything just to make you see 

EUNKWANG
though I've been to an altar before you 
it's your love that makes me complete , do you believe

ALL AND JUST THE PERFECT HARMONY
take away my car take away my clothes 
take away my fame take away my dough 
and i'll be OK without it 
if you right here with me 

take away my house take away my jewels 
my material things that can take that too 
i won't shed a tear without it 
if you're right here with me 

EUNKWANG
girl your love is all i need...